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Relearn
01:03
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2. |
By The Throat
03:02
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Peeling the skin, I’m born a new
You reached in because you wanted the truth
The sting of the flame couldn’t keep me away
Scourging my skin, rebooting my brain
Abandoned but you’re still here
I can hear them, wear the stain of their fear
Nails scraping against the grain of the steel
Bludgeoned
Repressed
Emotions
Invest
So many are dying to know how to be alive
But the same people are to blame for the hell inside
God’s not, choking you with your own pride
Years pass, the trauma won’t subside
Buried my dreams but my nightmares won’t say goodnight
Forms of black surrounding me
Haunted since the age of three
The image burns internally
I hear their screams they’ve watched me bleed
And I thought by now I’d figure it out but it’s all been word of mouth consumed you’re all down and out
When the fuck will you just come around?
And now I’ve got you
And now I’ve got you
And now I’ve got you
And now I’ve got you, by the throat
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3. |
Threshold
02:52
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Compelled through violence, I break the shackles
Unable to relate, I disassociate because I don’t want the hassle
Vengeance is sweet
Despite what they say
My hatred will bleed, it never got in my way
Now I see your true colors, at the end of my blade
The edge was smooth now it starts to serrate
Now your skull breaks from the pressure of the stone
Don't try to find me motherfucker, make sure you're not alone
The dying light dwindles between the trees
The dark of the night pulls me out of my sleep
Only in my dreams will I ever be free
You can’t change what you’ve always been
Nothing you could say would make us make amends
I did what I did and I’d do it again
I found out the real you then I broke the skin
Time could never ease the pain
Time could never
Time could never ease the pain
Your skull broke from the pressure of the stone
Don’t try to find me motherfucker, make sure you’re not alone
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4. |
Get Out
03:07
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We smell your apathy
Distinct and prone to bleed
Isn’t this, isn’t it?
Cold blooded, nose running, it’s getting hard to digest
Your problems I’ll solve them
I’ve bled out everything I had left
I’m still fighting to shield my friends from their choices
And I’m hoping that she know she’s not voiceless
It’s a game, we can’t beat
It always takes a piece of me
I smell your apathy
Not so far off from me
The needle skips a beat and cuts an artery
I smell your apathy
Not so far off from me
The needle skips a beat and I can hardly breathe
I smell your apathy
Not so far off from me
The needle skips a beat
The needle skips a beat
Get the fuck out
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5. |
225%
02:47
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You ran your mouth and thought it wouldn’t catch back up to you
You’re all bark, no bite you spew lies through your teeth like words alone can’t seal your fate
be timid with every single move you make
They says it’s the strong, but the smart survive
It’s easy to see right through a facade
Respect has to be earned
Before you gain wisdom you have to learn
A coward can’t look you in your eye
That’s why they use a disguise to hide behind
Deceiver
Deceiver
You were throwing stones from your glass house
Then everything you loved came crashing down
Not realizing that you were the root of all of your suffering
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Transcended, pulled into the abyss
Trapped in suspense societal standards against me
Desperation, it’s me against the world
Separating myself subconsciously
Escapism immersing
Poisoning my psyche
Culminated manifestation
Clouded judgement
Restraining inner demons
Maintaining some form of hope
Obtaining true marks of valor
Sustaining internal strength
I lie awake and think about the stakes
I contemplate how much more can I take
At what point will I break?
It’s a never ending cycle
Traveling in a downward spiral
It’s a never ending cycle
I must stop living in denial
How can I put trust in anyone else?
If I can't even believe in myself?
The hardest thing to do is to look into the mirror and realize all your problems come from who's staring back at you
You can only see things clearer if you build off of your past
View from a perspective that was different than your last
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7. |
Relive
01:26
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